i'm finally not sick anymore! i got a 3 a day-10 day antibiotic. it's only been a few days, but it's definetely working. i was getting a little better, and my mom was like.. do you want to just save these for another time? and i was like HELL NO WOMAN! if i don't take em now, then i'll just get more sick or sick again. so i feel swell. my ears are still clogged, and that's pretty gay, but oh well. i'm used to it by now and it'll go away eventually.

so, what's going on in sam's life? nothing really. i realize that a lot of people on blogs and journals write about everything. i never, ever do. i don't feel like anything is interesting enough to jot down. in my old livejournals, i used to talk about my whole school day and what i did when i got home and what i was doing now and what i'd be doing over the weekend and count down days and post all the time. i was really gay. anyways, all i could say about today was that it was a regular, boring school day. i'm sure something fun happened that i can't remember, but.. i can't remember. now i'm home. my dad's gone out with his friends for dinner, and i'm home tonight with my sister and my mom. woo-hoo. not really. i don't want to be home. i wish i could go out. being stuck at home is torture lately. today i put on make up (not a lot, but more than usual) and i like it. i used to wear this much, but then i just stopped. i got lazy. i want to start to look a little nicer sometimes, i like looking like this. makes me feel perty. i haven't been sleeping well, i can't get to bed at night.. i got to sleep at like 2 something last night and i basically couldn't sleep. i only got like 3 hours. i should have taken a nap, but it's too late. i won't be able to sleep tonight if i take a nap now. god, i hate the way my sleeping pattern is. sleep 5 hours a night, nap all day. blah. gross.